What is this?
Listening to heart felt songs of what could be if it where me when you will see wishing-watching from afar in my feels type of relationships Almost something happenin' in a 5 second moment that seems to be movin' slow like a movie-suspense scene playin' What Is This? Its not like I'm in love but it may look it like I am as I reflect on the words trying to tap into a world I once knew before a story once lived bust exist no more and the melody of it all flowing in the background emotions riding with images I once felt and had What Is This? And then something like weight of tiredness cloaked on me to find a somebody that could end this this question of unclarities because I am done begging Finish with feeling of indecisiveness emptiness and self-desired love no longer year after I see couples together in real life or not But,you know, for now Let me be lost for just a little bit in my own conscience therapeutic in the very sense ...